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Lately I have conducted a new hobby, and it's just so fascinating to me. I suddenly have a lot of energy and just want to study study study. |
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So there are two groups: 1) group of people that always strive to be good and close to God, 2) people obsessed with worldly things
After meeting people from group 2, I really really want to be with the first group. My dad was talking about how China was like happy hell. I am sure it depends on the place, not all of China is like that. But I surely do not want to live in a place where nothing really matters in life...except happiness. I hate perverted old guys...and basically people that are really sinful and loving it.
I want my life to be of value and worth something. Therefore, I need to strive to be a better person. I need to finish "the normal christian life." Anyways, I am glad I will be an occupational therapist. I should be able to help a lot of people. Maybe when I become really rich, I can donate money to an orphanage or something. Well, I guess one step at a time. I need to go to church more often. I definitely do not want to be associated with the 2nd group.
Note: Everyone is sinful. Sinful may not necessarily mean evil. Sinful is basically means "not on target with what god wants. " For example, you know you shouldn't steal, yet you steal. Anyways, you know what I mean. |
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While they were playing, I went through a time warp. Listening to them play reminded me of high school marching band, UCLA marching band, and music of china...I started to drift off and think of who I wanted to play at my wedding...
People will dance to this music:
So what's the plan:
Orchestra:
Violin- Brian Lee (gifted, and plays erhu)
Violin-Addison Luh ( plays erhu)
saxophone- Stephanie ( old roommate, music major)
flute-kyung park
flute-Moses Kim
trombone- *get from UCLA list
Whoever can't think of...*UCLA list
Chinese Orchestra- Get advanced band..
Erhu-Brian Lee
Erhu- Addison Luh
Pipa-Get recommendation from UCLA lsit
Piano- still deciding...
Solo: Stephanie Yu (my cousin at Julliard)
Play the song "Sleeping Beauty Waltz"
*you can give me recommendations too. |
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1. Try and not criticize people. I feel like this is becoming a habit. Everybody has their good and bad. It's not good to always focus on the bad.
2. Dress better and try to be more neat
3. Try not to yell. It's good to tell how i feel, but try to not purposely hurt.
4. Always be appreciative of people when they are helpful.
5. Try to be more easy going, and not get angry at every little thing. |
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My personality is not very social. I don't particularly like to hangout with lots of people. But I do like meeting new people and understanding their background, basically figuring them out. I have now come to realize that I dislike very superficial people or people that say sh*t about people they really don't know or understand. In a way, why would it matter if superficial ppl say sh*t about you. Why fret? Why cry? Those people are not your friends and don't care about you..so why do you care about what they think or say? It's silly to take life too seriously.
But I have now realized that I do like quirky people. I like the nerdy/quirky people that are just downright strange and h*lla funny. I feel that a lot of my patients are quirky, even my co-workers from the hospital are quirky too. My boss wears sun glasses in doors, threatens the interns to have to wash his car.
Boss: Hey Alice, I am going to teach you about humility by making you wash my car.
Me: You are the king of humility right?
Boss: Yes, that is I.
Me: Then you should show me by example by washing other peoples cars.
Boss: laughs..
Then there's my other co-workers...aww..Stacy's gone..but yeah she's psycho...Anyways, the quirky kind hearted people are the best. My patient x is also funny too. He walks super fast like a maniac and he's 85 yrs old. I can't keep up w/ him. Anyways, my favorite types of people are the quirky ones :).
Jun. 18th, 2009 @ 10:48 pm
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| » Uh, I am never satisfied. |
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Dang it, i am never satisfied..because nobody in this world is perfect. I don't know what the h*ll i want.
Jun. 15th, 2009 @ 08:58 pm
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| » Poor guy..I can write a book on him |
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So another addition to the story...SOoo my friend took the bus from USC all the way to Cerritos to visit me. Yeah, that's pretty crazy. My dad's out of town so I said that he could stay at his house which is in Norwalk. We checked out the house at night...and it's soooo freakin' scary you don't even know. My dad has never cleaned anything before. He has never cut the grass before. So imagine a home that has tall grass and that's dark, and dusty.
I showed him the empty room where he could stay and there was a huge old dressing table and large mirror across from the bed. Then I unknowingly made things worse, I told him that his closet can tunnel across to the other side of the hallway. Well...this made him really scared. We quickly moved the sofa to block the closest to make sure that nothing would pop out. However we haven't solved the big mirror in front of the bed. He said, "I feel like someone is watching me." I..making things worse said..."someone is watching you." He jumped up and got scared. HAHA..I am so mean..I made him sooo scared. We need to change all the lights too..it's all yellow..makes the place look haunted. Then me making things worse...I told him ghost stories to try and ease his mind. They were funny stories. I felt kinda bad leaving him there. So before i left, I yelled " BYE !!!" while he was walking back and I saw him literally just jump up. Oh man...this boy is just too funny. I have so many stories from him.
Note 1: Towel story
Note 2: Swine Flu: He's so nice, he bought me a swine flu mask ^^
May. 24th, 2009 @ 10:29 pm
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| » Summer.. |
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I am one of those types of people that need to do stuff. Otherwise I have an excess of energy...and can't sleep. It's 2:26am. sigh..As a result I am analyzing the world..aiyah...-.-...
Things to do over summer.
-play ping pong
-hang out with Lerry Tin
-play tennis
-clean my room
-internship
-buy a case for my laptop
-figure out Financial aid
-waive ship July
May. 13th, 2009 @ 02:24 am
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| » ACK! Stressed out! |
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DANG IT!!! WHY DID I HAVE TO FORGET MY FOLDER!!!!WHY AM I SO STRESSED OUT! GEEZE! IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
May. 5th, 2009 @ 12:04 am
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| » Goals for next year |
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1. Sign of for Spanish classes.
2. Practice using ping pong paddle with pips (Excalibur- name)
3. Practice the guitar and go to church meetings more often.
Apr. 16th, 2009 @ 11:42 am
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| » Great day today |
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Early in the morning I exploited the free printing at the OT house. I printed 20 copies of my resume and it was still not enough for the career fair. At the career fair, people complimented my name badge and asked if I was already an OT :p. Another thing that really made my day was that all the hirers loved the fact that I had experience working at Rancho Los Amigos...whoohooo! I am so lucky to be able to have first internship there.
Another ecstatic moment today was when I talked to my adviser, she said some awesome stuff. I asked her if I would have a chance at working at my new fieldwork site. She said people don't usually hire level II (first) fieldworkers. It's usually the last level II fieldwork that's important. However, she said that I have a good personality fit with the site and that they may hire me.
She said, " You have a very calm personality, and I think the patients would like that."
In the past she also said that I was very approachable and easy to talk to.
...she is so good at making my day very very enjoyable. How is she able to understand me so well XP! heh..
Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 09:22 pm
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| » Always Rejoice |
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More and more it's harder to see the bigger picture in life. It's little stresses that really can take a toll on you. But I feel that worrying about that stuff is really useless. You just gotta do what you gotta do. Things are going to happen regardless of how you feel, so it's important to have a clear head. Therefore, gotta put on a smile and take a stroll through life.
Sometimes things are not in our control...
But it's important to always rejoice. Rejoice in everything that I have :) I am reminded of this hymn...
Always rejoice,
Unceasingly pray,
In everything give thanks.
For this is the will of God in Christ Jesus,
The will of God in Christ for you.
Therefore always rejoice, unceasingly pray,
In everything give thanks.
Do not quench the Spirit,
Do not despise prophecies,
Approve all things,
Hold fast to what is good,
Abstain from every kind of evil.
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." {Matthew 6:25-34}
Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 12:32 am
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| » Jewel-hands |
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If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
Apr. 4th, 2009 @ 10:29 am
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| » Tuesday March 31, 2009. |
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March 30---> March 31.
Mar. 31st, 2009 @ 09:46 pm
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| » Loosing sight... |
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Lately I have so much work that I have been forgetting what I prioritize in life, which includes: enjoying life, meeting people, and seeing the beauty of everything. I am always grumpy, and whiny. Lately, I haven't played ping pong for a really long time. I truly enjoy playing ping pong, however, I feel like I have been giving everything up to do homework/for my exams. I guess I should study like crazy (early) and catch a few ping pong times. Sigh, I am so antisocial.
I need a really good vacation...think...Bahama cruise...Caribbean cruise...or even kayaking would be fun. I need to de-stress and relax.
Mar. 27th, 2009 @ 10:36 pm
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| » Think of happy thoughts :) |
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Think of ...
I still have pretty good health...yay.
Mar. 25th, 2009 @ 09:26 pm
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| » Writing this for my own therapeutic reasons |
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I really don't like my classmates. Why are all of them so straight dammit.
Every time I get into a head to head situations with them, I really miss Tina..Philip...people that are normal. I especially miss Tina because she thinks like me.
I hate how so many OT students students in general always think that they are right and other people are wrong.
For example, we talked about dealing with people that are homophobic (people scared of gay people). What do you do with them? "We educate them." But who is to say who is right and who is wrong? Just because you think it's being okay being gay doesn't mean that other people have to think that way. I am not against gay people, but I feel that it's very belittling when people say...we need to make people smarter by making them think like us. We need to make people see that it's ok to be gay.
I mean, I guess.. sure if you are born gay then you're born gay. But I just don't like it when other people think they are right over other people. Show your reasoning...
Yeah..I know the gay activists are going to start knocking on my door.
Iono...I am having a very blah week...
Mar. 25th, 2009 @ 04:59 pm
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| » Another one bites the dust |
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I really hate it when guys are easy. But are all guys just that easy? There once was a experiment where a guy apologized to a girl when a girl asked to sleep with him because he said "no, I have a girlfriend." I guess biologically they are just different? I really don't understand guys.
So far there's only one guy that I know that would not sleep with a girl before marriage. But I don't think you can really use that as a way to decide on who to marry....
sigh...
But as Andrew says, " If the guy wants to sleep with you that means he's attracted to you."
Mmm...I am kind of hard to please. I'll see how it goes.
-AC
Mar. 24th, 2009 @ 09:15 pm
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| » Too much focus on the self, but watever it's reflection time. |
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I have now realized that I am a spoiled brat. But I like it like that...:p
Mar. 9th, 2009 @ 10:14 pm
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